solace

Seeking gentle solace, not desiring only touch
I wish that I could tell you what keeps me from standing up
My demi-sexuality is a mystery to most
Its not easy to explain and its nothing that I boast
I cannot love you physically until I've won your mind
My body might be willing but not without taking time
It takes me time to unwind, but time's so very rare
Only one women ever let me open, but that time it was just not there