Poetical Ravings

Day by day she ignores, ghosted by a friend In loves spilt before it's time came, just expedites loves end Too passive, not resisting whatever comes on any day Another love escapes a gentle grasp in words that cannot say

Sending words of love, sung softly to My love as she's sleeping No greater peace can be known, Then the love that she brings me Gentle patters raindrops from the hilltops dusk lit clouds Cools warm breeze as sunsets sings love to wet the dry fields ground

Forgotten loves once found again, but only known from afar Only loves never known 'n never had would love one as they are Known wondering alone this world know love is rarely found Stood silent still within alone can one hear loves sweet sounds

Love and blessings, thank you for your kind words of love, know my love deep within your soul, know acceptance of each moment as pure as each other, not a day passes without you close in my mind, not a moment without feeling your love deep within my being. I know I can be attached to the idea of finding you, to running to your side, know I question myself deeply in such moments as to my decision to be here, as to how can I show my love to you more fully, how can I calm the mind to let go and simply understand, what do I seek in my travels I have not found? I do trust in my decisions to be here, feel love deeply in each person, in each conversation, each relationship held with others I encounter, I learn about myself, learn about humanity, about the human condition commen to us all, bear witness to the rapid changes pervading the world. With all travels we learn, with each return we learn, when the glorious moment our souls shall unite again we shall learn, there is no limit to our unde

What words did I once write her? That only served to hurt, Lost in parables of purity, bestowed on myself a curse Nothing could ever reach her beyond what's already found within Within her exposed are truths of a love that can't begin

Empty fleeting found within yet lost once long before Love swells uplifts emotions yet once known only wants more In careful held minds balance, lends silence to thoughts kept within Mediations love shines beams outward onto those no love can win

In escapes of exstacy experienced once before Longs for inescapable loves extinguished demanding more From internal pits of despair, distinguished by it's brood As sun lightens up each morning only love lightens my mood

Empty fleeting found within yet lost once long before Love swells uplifts emotions yet once known only wants more In careful held minds balance, lends silence to thoughts kept within Mediations love shines beams outward onto those no love can win

Evoking past known memories lived once but seldom thought Forgotten, not gone, beneath surface yet unconscious, unlocks memories long forgot

Moments sprung up in infancy interrupts a tragic path Escape in games sweet fantasy dwells on moments that can't last Eternally bound inside to realms internal unknown to friends For life's lived solitarily trapped in illusions that will once end

Days spent in pains realization of love given words to say No love I've known disappeared, just for moments seems fleets away For static texts in eternal flux change by interpretations new perspective Lost is meaning once intent to share of moments one has lived

Thank you for writing back, for understanding we do not need to run to each other in this moment, our love cannot be surpassed, is infinite and full, does not need our reaffirmation. I don't try to push you away at all my love, will never push you aside, I feel the same reservations in declaring my love, so easily words fail, so deeply I feel your love within me, know no moment in our lives are we separate, know no distance separates our beings, know it takes my greatest show of discipline to not run towards you, to not fall into projections, into the constructs we so easily desire, to not lust for your body, to not desire your flesh, to keep my love as pure as humanly capable. We will grace each other's presence soon, my love, will know the blisses to be known in these bodies soon enough. what roles could we embody without falling into these projections?, what desires of the body distract the mind from what already is?, what displays to this consciousness could ever grow this

How can I send my ultimate peace and love towards someone? how can I help the ones around me? the ones whom I observe need help? how can I help the loved ones I know feel pain? whom I know have worries and anxieties? How can I help them when I feel the same worries, the same anxieties, the same pains? How can I give them my support? How can I show them my support? my full and unbiased love? my ultimate compassion and strength? how can I support someone who is not close to me? who is thousands of miles away? that I haven't seen for months? for years? whom I have never met? Only with my words, with my edited and coalesced thoughts, the written word can transmit so much, so much more than just talking in sound would get across, so much more then a video of seeing someone talking would hope to get across. I find the edited, written, well thought out communication of language at it's highest, pulled out to form the meaning so difficult to convey, to understand, yet in the endless

To my dearest and kindest soul I have known, to the one with no attachments, to the one I send my deepest gratitude and love, to the one worthy of love. I can only thank the universe for you having appeared in my consciousness as pure as any other vision, to have guided my soul onward in the path of acceptance and love of all beings, to listen and observe as impartially as any soul can know, for you I can only send my deepest love and acceptance, to you I give you my infinite love and infinite respect, for giving my body the power to shine the light to which we all confide. I might be simply another soul wandering this world as lost and alone as any other soul, but in the knowledge of your gentle spirit and your devotion to an unattached acceptance of the self, is the greatest freedom known. If only for the brief moments our bodies may share in each others presence, know my love you are eternally in me, for the death of the body, for passing of time, for whatever appears to separate

As pure as crisp Moon rising, on this cold & still winter night,   on canal's loves warmth surrounds me, enveloped in loves bliss shone from moonlight. rejoicing each every moment, such profound love found in truths song, Separation null space between souls, unites us in this world before long.   Know words pale to convey nor express, what experience never has known,  for your hearts light guide's my beacon, loves luminescent eternal bright shone

I know of no more profound force felt in this earthly manifestation then the love you have helped me to witness within, this love infinite and pure for all beings, this love that connects together as one without a second, that calms from a source so deep and true it dissolves all earthly pains and soothes all anxieties, that quenches the soul in radiance of ecstatic light and sends love beaming outward from within all beings. Your love is as pure as the morning dew beading upon each leaf in the still of the morning as the sun casts down upon the forest, glimmering like diamonds in the light cast from sun onto the earth as the truth that lightens up the whole of creation, beams through the darkness as enlightens the universe in infinite dance of ecstasy of existence, for to honor the universe for each moment that led to this one so profound as the moment we share in this world eternally and inescapable is as pure beauty as every other, is to accept in love all of creation that brought

We can never claim to be higher then another, never claim to have realized what others have not, never hold ourselves superior in any way to other humans, to other beings, we are all simply at different points in our paths, we are all simply in the same illusion, the commonality of the experience of the world, of the world we witness, the common illusion shared between all sentient beings in this world, is itself the proof of the unity of existence. This common illusion is the divine connection that hold us within our identity, into our ego, into this world. As Ram Dass so elegantly states it, "Don't prolong the past, don't invite the future, don't alter innate wakefulness, don't fear appearances." We must neither attach to nor reject the world we witness. We must not get lost in the past experiences that, although they undeniably hold relevance into whom we identify ourselves as, what we believe, what brought us to this point, it must be viewed as neutral an

What is knowledge? What is it to teach someone? Can anything be learned if someone does not want to learn it? What can be learned with subconscious blocks against taking in a particular knowledge? What keeps people from wanting to learn? what blocks people from acquiring new information even when they tell themselves they want to learn. How do we teach ourselves to learn? Can we unlearn the bad habits that block our knowledge? can we form and shape ourselves, our personalities, our outlook the world, our way we take in new things? I have long believed in self-programming, in self-improvement, in self-education, in personally taking responsibility in forming a drive toward knowledge, in working on removing my barriers that block from taking in knowledge, in working consciously to unlock the deeper potential of the mind, of learning to introspect and analyze the ego, the mind, my actions, the way I view the world. This formed into my psyche through a variety of influences until it becam

My eyes cry outside, know tears of joy flow through My joyful tears flow down my face witnessing the beauty of you Sometimes emotions overwhelm mind, distracting soul from bliss Only one settles my troubled mind, graced by our first kiss

Bound in blind ambitions, tortured by myself Love wrecks my inhibitions, unhinges mental health Endless flights in fantasy, what's arisen must come down No earthly body's realms of bliss is out there to be found

Finished and extinguished, another fantasy I'm dead inside this body, this world I don't see What ties my inner worries into words to tell What fantasy unhinged me? from falling in her spell

Can we escape the cycles that would only serve to hurt I know I don't want to repeat such with you, nothing could be worse We must only serve to support each on their path if found as true As true as the beauty I see within when peering deep in you

Sadness so mixed with gladness, I know not what these tears are for For what sends me soul high upward? then slams mind into the floor? Ebbing and always flowing, waxing before it wanes Extremes of emotions regulate the self from the insane

What tortures of the mind keep trapped in endless cycles Inspiration draws from deep within memory's recycle Only in glimpse of beauty does for a moment peace is found Just these moments make life worth living, nothing else is so profound

I'm just a junkie to the world, I hide myself away What never can be understood words fail to say Trapped inside depression that removes me from my mind Sweeter loves not found within but bonding with all you find

Watching the tram roll inward to the station as I smoke My life is frozen waiting, observing all just feels a joke I remove my inhibitions when I smoke myself stupid What locks my mind inside? why have I run and hid?

24 long hours, why wait till three in the morn? I trap myself in dreams of desiring for more What repels and what attracts? What dances ego cries? Founded deep in truth, but living deep in lies

What do I give a shit, why let my mind disturb? Paranoia strikes deeply, yet my bodies unperturbed I might not be registered or in a legal state What's past has writ my present, only I have sealed my fate *thinking about my situation living, what is next to do?, know my worries sat here, long before that I met you....

I see myself rejecting each eye I catch in gaze Light glimmers through out every one these days I can't seem to catch my mind, forever stuck in memory What the future might just bring, we will have to wait and see

Why do I shy away? What do I still reject? Loves see no demands, love cannot expect This body is a filter to interpret this world Fulfilment of the soul when my love unfurls

Finished and extinguished, another fantasy I'm dead inside this body, this world I don't see What ties my inner worries into words to tell What fantasy unhinged me? from falling in her spell

Cries of celebration for attachment must ignore Its safer to distance yourself, from those who just want more I've fallen into the trap of getting to tied up Forget the illusions in the wind, what was down now's up

I know I am too sensitive to exist in this world Nothing wrecks my balance more then meeting a kind girl I don't want to attach, to control or hurt your mind Please know I might act friendly, please don't act so kind.

I've failed to convey out that only love is true What use are useless words that simply confuse you I have nothing left to speak as there is nothing left to say Escape this worlds fantasy, I embrace my dying day

What wrecks the careful balance formed so over years? I avoid to delve with other souls, it only grows my fears Known not to the body, ephemeral to the mind What love is in this world? There is none to find.

In silences lonely wondering of what has never been I see myself fall backwards, regressing deep within Everything is understood when nothing has been said Escape attachments fantasy, remove me from your head

In passionate rejection of what some might call love Not limited to minds essence encompasses only one This love I feel so strongly cannot simply be inside Not restricted to the senses but known as soul's rejoice of life

Why am I absent of a thought or word to say? I wish I wasn't such a mute, can I sing aloud? You may Drifting through the world as an ephemeral apparition Inwardly deep I turn my gaze, it's my only bastion

Praises for the universal love that led me to you The dances of games desires unknown of what is true Truth is exposed beauty, beauty is exposed truth Know truly beauty is timeless, not declining with your youth

No space can separate us through the bond that we both share What distances between don't negate your always there From the moment of creation till the day our bodies die Nothing can pull these bonds asunder, not that we would ever try

Through the darkness pours the light In absence found in deep sleeps night What is found when all has been dismissed? Nothing remains nor will be missed

Supernatural powers have been graced into my soul What strengthens the true will, makes transparent your clear goal? Only love unconditional, unattached, purely aware These rewards glories shine through who you stand near

I rejoice and bathe in your love, its envelops my every inch, fulfills my soul, dispels all desires, lights up my heart and sooths my mind. No earthly delights found in this life compare to the infinite bliss and love that pervades my essence and uplifts my spirit from it's darkest slumber to the highest reaches of heaven found on this plane of existence. Only from your infinite wisdom and pure light does shine through the world and lights my path so clearly, shines through the darkness and makes the truth shine through as bright as the sun. Know my love has no boundaries and will never die, for my love is not tied to this body and mind, has no desires for control or submission, nor for dependency and lust, nor for more then to bathe in your light that spreads from your heart like fire into all who witness such beauty. I can only offer my deepest gratitude to the universe for the moment that our souls united in total acceptance of the beauty within every being, the timeless moment

Blisses of pure compassion towards every living being Nothing damages myself more then witnessing me acting mean I can't pretend to participate in battles of ego What dances drive world onward? Something's I'll never know.

In passionate rejection of what some might call love Not limited to minds essence it encompasses only one This love I feel so strongly cannot simply be inside Not restricted to the senses but known to souls as rejoice of life

Softly spoken words that pale to convey What's words cannot get across know existence only may Can heart's unite in embrace, confined in selfless love? I know our soul's have always been intertwined as one

Sighs of subtle pains exhale through the mind Seen in wandering souls alone that love will never find I breath in your very essence, it's all that get me high In cries of life's attachments freedoms fond of the few who try

Alone yet never lonely your love fills my presence Such love has never known a feeling so intense Inhaling every atom and breathing out pure light Such purity can not be wrong, for what on earth is right?

Winters creeping upward as earth continues to turn For season make life happen, through the cold I learn Love each and every moment for it's only moments that we have Rejoice in liberation for its the only life you have